feels heavy..

so college curtains are finally down and i sit here in the sofa ,whiling away time..snowy,my bitch,is playing around here and helping me lift my spirits which have been thoroughly dampened after the send off from the college..a lot of goodbyes ,farewells and hugs..still it feels very heavy..just sinking into it..haS to wear down after some time and get ready for newer challenges and new beginnings..try doin something totally different and do dedicate myself to freefall wherever i want and try something new every time i sit and do a thing or even when i stand or run or walk or do whatever..the tag line is..DO THINGS DIFFERENTLY AND IN A WAY THAT SURPRISE PEOPLE AROUND..
the internet speed totally sucks here as always and i dont feel like hitting in my thoughts into the keyboard and see them on the monitor..