Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Spare me from the thought of a title..

Uneventful would be the correct word today.good sleep,good food and good everything but then i dont like it when everything is so damn predictable and tailor made..but then i dont feel like going out here anywhere..snowy occupies a lot of my time..
well this is how i summed up my diary yesterday
Early.Dormant.Nostalgic.Beautiful(cos of the early morning drizzle).Kinda irritating(have to shave ,thats y).Inspiring to do something as I have been doing nothing at all.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Normal is Boring

nothing dramatic whatsoever today..usual stuff and i am sick and tired of usual stuff..wrote my new diary entries today and think of putting them on the blog witha little moderation..writing something in the age old traditional way with the ink and the paper gives one a kind of satisfaction that i must confess even the blogs or the e-diaries cant provide..
This is what my opening page of the diary reads like
'' My newfound interest.Well,none is supposed to be readin it but then if you are reading this and still wanna proceed to the pages because of our inquisitove nature,go ahead but dont get caught for heavens sake.CURIOUSITY KILLS THE CAT.
Thanks and not welcome.''

Monday, May 26, 2008

My Diary..the Arun Rafi diaries..

there is something attractive when there is a little bit of risk involved..the slight urge of a danger actually sometimes pushes us to do things that might give us an adrenaline rush and might be harmful too..
i have decided to write everything in a diary too..had been doing it in a very amateur form but now on i will be doing it regularly..there is always a risk of someone reading it and your probable secrets or anything worth getting leaked but then i guess this feeling of fear and excitement is what drives us to do things that might be risky at some point or the other..
the preface of my diary is gona start like this "this is my personal diary but peeping into others business is something that we can not resist ,but then you can read it ,but be certain that i dont catch you reading it,that will be the end of whatver there is or has been till now.go on and poke your nose into my business now,loser!!"

feels heavy..

so college curtains are finally down and i sit here in the sofa ,whiling away time..snowy,my bitch,is playing around here and helping me lift my spirits which have been thoroughly dampened after the send off from the college..a lot of goodbyes ,farewells and hugs..still it feels very heavy..just sinking into it..haS to wear down after some time and get ready for newer challenges and new beginnings..try doin something totally different and do dedicate myself to freefall wherever i want and try something new every time i sit and do a thing or even when i stand or run or walk or do whatever..the tag line is..DO THINGS DIFFERENTLY AND IN A WAY THAT SURPRISE PEOPLE AROUND..
the internet speed totally sucks here as always and i dont feel like hitting in my thoughts into the keyboard and see them on the monitor..

Saturday, May 17, 2008

no title..

now..this is not exactly the most happy times that i have been passing for the past one week..man..i have done nothing a all...and i mean nothing at all ..except play around the house with my pup lab..my Snowy that i bought from bangalore..i guess i have added a fewkilos to my weight,not a bad thing for me ...but then there is a great a deal of a void here..no internet man!!sucks royally..almost ten days and there is no internet to save me from this part of the earth..
if IPL were not there i would have gone insane but then there too the kolkata knight riders seem to be not doing that well..i come to this bloody internet cafe thinking that i would atleast put a blog post on my blog as the last one was done pretty long time ago and what happens??there is no USB port in this part of fossilized archaic moth eaten internet cafe..
i need to do something new..gettin bored..need to get a tattoo done but then the lack of the USB port means tha i cant save the pictures hat i need ..on to my comp which is suffering from the lack og internet at home..man..it sucks again..no internet means like a life sentence of transportation where you are totally cut off from the rest of the world..sucks sucks SUCKS..

Sunday, May 4, 2008

Man !! i MIghT MiSS coLLegE..

now..i am not feeling all that great right now cos i just finished my packing and the day of bidding farewell to everything in coimbatore and the college draws horrendously close..just as i am keying in the thoughts ,the climate changes from a sunny one to a windy and cloudy evening ..and seems i have company in my sorrows.this doesnt feel good man..certainly it doesnt..
have plans to go to bangalore on the 6 th on the bike and hope everything goes well..it will be tiring.but certainly great fun..had great fun last night and woke up at 10 this morning and still no lunch as of now..
never thought that leaving college would be sucha painful incident and now its becoming clearer and clearer that i would certainly be missing these wonderful moments.i guess i am stoping ryt now or else i would end up sober ,the whole day..

Thursday, May 1, 2008

NOt sO happENInG tHurSdAY..

so i wake up at around 10 in the morning and do nothing for a couple of hours.sit on the blog and read some other blogs..pass some comments..have to get some new book to read ..passing a lot of time these days online..just stumbling from point to point..man..i love the internet but not like this..when u r stuck like a magnet in front of the screen when you actually wanna go out and just do something..5 more days to go and i might get the oscar movies soon..waiting for them..want to blog on something..dont know what..
i wanna read something fast!!!